Summer vacation?
Leaving here in a little bit to go to Knoxville, Tennessee with Taz, his mom, and his little brother for two whole weeks. Part of me has a feeling that it’s going to be a long, boring, hot…ehh..what else…antisocial two weeks. Yep. But maybe, just maybe, we can keep ourselves entertained. Who knows? Hmm….well, the good part is, I’m finally out of school for good, and I have no worries whatsoever as long as I’m away from my family for a while. Soo, I guess there’s a plus side. But anyhow. Maybe he’ll decide to actually show up. Hopefully. Welp. I’ll see y’all in two weeks! Adios, kidds.
It happens to the best of us. And the worst.
I guess this should only be expected. I’ve always been the one to push others away. Maybe I should care less and then people would feel like I would be a better person to hang around? Idk…Either way, it looks like I’ve reached the point of no return with the one I love now. I wanna believe the mood won’t last, but I know deep down that he probably just doesn’t care anymore. I don’t blame him, honestly.3
Is it me or should I blame, well, anything else?
Beyond frustrated and sick to my stomach from stressing over this nonsense. I’m not even exactly sure what is happening between us, so how should he expect me to understand how he feels when he simply won’t tell me what he’s thinking, or even speak to me at all, for that matter? ;/ Idk. I give up on trying to get him to talk to me. He’ll answer sooner or later…I hope.
Dear Tumblr…
You’ve been acting up, fighting against me, lagging, and kicking me off of you for nearly a week now. What did I ever do to hurt you?! D;
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